Английский:
<id194483#36#>Come to my room.<#>

<id194483#36#>Come to my room.<#>

Английский:
<id194484#36#>This is one of the promise lists I made with my mom...<#>

<id194484#36#>This is one of the promise lists I made with my mom...<#>

Английский:
<id194485#36#>See, everything on here is marked off as being done.<#>

<id194485#36#>See, everything on here is marked off as being done.<#>

Английский:
<id194486#36#>But that's kinda... wrong.<#>

<id194486#36#>But that's kinda... wrong.<#>

Английский:
<id194487#36#>There was one promise I lied about doing... One promise I never actually finished.<#>

<id194487#36#>There was one promise I lied about doing... One promise I never actually finished.<#>

Английский:
<id194488#36#>It was "get along with Kana-chan."<#>

<id194488#36#>It was "get along with Kana-chan."<#>

Английский:
<id194489#36#>This all started back when I was in elementary school.<#>

<id194489#36#>This all started back when I was in elementary school.<#>

Английский:
<id194490#36#>I used to get bullied pretty hard for how weird I was...<#>

<id194490#36#>I used to get bullied pretty hard for how weird I was...<#>

Английский:
<id194491#36#>The other kids always accused me of cheating because I'd get perfect scores on my tests.<#>

<id194491#36#>The other kids always accused me of cheating because I'd get perfect scores on my tests.<#>

Английский:
<id194492#36#>Then one time I turned in a test with nothing written down instead... but the school ended up yelling at my mom.<#>

<id194492#36#>Then one time I turned in a test with nothing written down instead... but the school ended up yelling at my mom.<#>

Английский:
<id194493#36#>My life at school was horrible. Sometimes during recess, I'd lock myself in the bathroom and cry...<#>

<id194493#36#>My life at school was horrible. Sometimes during recess, I'd lock myself in the bathroom and cry...<#>

Английский:
<id194494#36#>I didn't have a single friend... I was always alone.<#>

<id194494#36#>I didn't have a single friend... I was always alone.<#>

Английский:
<id194495#36#>But then a girl named Kana transferred to my school...<#>

<id194495#36#>But then a girl named Kana transferred to my school...<#>

Английский:
<id194496#36#>She was absent a lot at first, then when she was there, the other kids bullied her... like they did to me.<#>

<id194496#36#>She was absent a lot at first, then when she was there, the other kids bullied her... like they did to me.<#>

Английский:
<id194497#36#>But one day, she said something to me: "Good morning." She started saying it every day from then on.<#>

<id194497#36#>But one day, she said something to me: "Good morning." She started saying it every day from then on.<#>

Английский:
<id194498#36#>Were you happy?<#>

<id194498#36#>Were you happy?<#>

Английский:
<id194499#36#><F4 08 03 01 02 01 AA 09>That must have been a shock.<F2 01 1C 01><#>

<id194499#36#><F4 08 03 01 02 01 AA 09>That must have been a shock.<F2 01 1C 01><#>

Английский:
<id194500#36#>How did you react?<#>

<id194500#36#>How did you react?<#>

Английский:
<id194501#36#>Yeah, but I was mostly just surprised. Literally nobody wanted to talk to me back then.<#>

<id194501#36#>Yeah, but I was mostly just surprised. Literally nobody wanted to talk to me back then.<#>

Английский:
<id194502#36#>Totally! I mean, literally nobody wanted to talk to me back then.<#>

<id194502#36#>Totally! I mean, literally nobody wanted to talk to me back then.<#>

Английский:
<id194503#36#>Well...<#>

<id194503#36#>Well...<#>

Английский:
<id194504#36#>To be honest... I completely ignored her the first few times. I thought the bullies had put her up to it.<#>

<id194504#36#>To be honest... I completely ignored her the first few times. I thought the bullies had put her up to it.<#>

Английский:
<id194505#36#>But without fail, she'd come over to me to say good morning...<#>

<id194505#36#>But without fail, she'd come over to me to say good morning...<#>

Английский:
<id194506#36#>Then eventually, I decided to say it back. It felt like my heart was gonna shatter into a million pieces...<#>

<id194506#36#>Then eventually, I decided to say it back. It felt like my heart was gonna shatter into a million pieces...<#>

Английский:
<id194507#36#>But apparently, she'd been saying it to me that whole time because she thought we could be friends.<#>

<id194507#36#>But apparently, she'd been saying it to me that whole time because she thought we could be friends.<#>

Английский:
<id194508#36#>She was the first person who didn't mind how weird I was...<#>

<id194508#36#>She was the first person who didn't mind how weird I was...<#>

Английский:
<id194509#36#>I was so happy about making a friend that I told my mom. That's when she added something to my promise list.<#>

<id194509#36#>I was so happy about making a friend that I told my mom. That's when she added something to my promise list.<#>

Английский:
<id194510#36#>Get along with Kana-chan.<#>

<id194510#36#>Get along with Kana-chan.<#>

Английский:
<id194511#36#>B-But... I couldn't do it.<#>

<id194511#36#>B-But... I couldn't do it.<#>

Английский:
<id194512#36#>One particularly windy morning, Kana-chan dropped her diary and the pages flew everywhere.<#>

<id194512#36#>One particularly windy morning, Kana-chan dropped her diary and the pages flew everywhere.<#>

Английский:
<id194513#36#>I didn't really mean to look... but I ended up seeing everything she had written down.<#>

<id194513#36#>I didn't really mean to look... but I ended up seeing everything she had written down.<#>

Английский:
<id194514#36#>And... once I see something, I can't forget it...<#>

<id194514#36#>And... once I see something, I can't forget it...<#>

Английский:
<id194515#36#>It was all so horrible...<#>

<id194515#36#>It was all so horrible...<#>

Английский:
<id194516#36#>She wrote about how her parents hit her, how they made her take pictures in weird clothes...<#>

<id194516#36#>She wrote about how her parents hit her, how they made her take pictures in weird clothes...<#>

Английский:
<id194517#36#>Kana-chan's diary was full of stories like that...<#>

<id194517#36#>Kana-chan's diary was full of stories like that...<#>

Английский:
<id194518#36#>Then when I asked her about it... she got really defensive.<#>

<id194518#36#>Then when I asked her about it... she got really defensive.<#>

Английский:
<id194519#36#>I felt terrible, but she just kept yelling at me for reading it...<#>

<id194519#36#>I felt terrible, but she just kept yelling at me for reading it...<#>

Английский:
<id194520#36#><F4 08 03 01 02 01 AA 09>You didn't know any better.<F2 01 1C 01><#>

<id194520#36#><F4 08 03 01 02 01 AA 09>You didn't know any better.<F2 01 1C 01><#>

Английский:
<id194521#36#>Did you apologize to her?<#>

<id194521#36#>Did you apologize to her?<#>

Английский:
<id194522#36#>Sounds like it was her fault.<#>

<id194522#36#>Sounds like it was her fault.<#>

Английский:
<id194523#36#>Yeah... but I couldn't really tell her that...<#>

<id194523#36#>Yeah... but I couldn't really tell her that...<#>

Английский:
<id194524#36#>I just... froze up...<#>

<id194524#36#>I just... froze up...<#>

Английский:
<id194525#36#>Nuh-uh... I just froze up...<#>

<id194525#36#>Nuh-uh... I just froze up...<#>

Английский:
<id194526#36#>No. Kana-chan couldn't tell anyone about that stuff... Writing it down was the only way to get it out...<#>

<id194526#36#>No. Kana-chan couldn't tell anyone about that stuff... Writing it down was the only way to get it out...<#>

Английский:
<id194527#36#>That's why when she started getting mad at me, I just... froze up...<#>

<id194527#36#>That's why when she started getting mad at me, I just... froze up...<#>

Английский:
<id194528#36#>And then... I ran.<#>

<id194528#36#>And then... I ran.<#>

Английский:
<id194529#36#>I ran... and ran... I wanted her to stop yelling. I wanted to go back to how things were before...<#>

<id194529#36#>I ran... and ran... I wanted her to stop yelling. I wanted to go back to how things were before...<#>

Английский:
<id194530#36#>...Kana-chan ended up moving away pretty soon after that. I haven't talked to her since.<#>

<id194530#36#>...Kana-chan ended up moving away pretty soon after that. I haven't talked to her since.<#>

Английский:
<id194531#36#>So... I lied to my mom. Even after Kana-chan left, I would tell her we were best friends.<#>

<id194531#36#>So... I lied to my mom. Even after Kana-chan left, I would tell her we were best friends.<#>

Английский:
<id194532#36#>Every month, she'd write that promise on my list... and every month, I'd lie about it.<#>

<id194532#36#>Every month, she'd write that promise on my list... and every month, I'd lie about it.<#>